An unexplainable loss...
On our way home from skiing yesterday, we learned that Adam's 21 year old cousin, M, had committed suicide the night before. There were no signs that he had been unhappy or depressed and this came as quite a shock to the family. Saddest of all, M's younger brother (who is 9) is blaming himself because he was the last one to see M alive.
Its heart-breaking to think that someone that was 21, just at the start of his adult life would think that life was too much to bear. To think of all the things that he never had a chance to experience....