Hoping to Fail?

This is going to sound beyond bizarre, but lately I've been (somewhat secretly) hoping that I failed Level 1 of this exam.  I'd decided that I would sit for Level 2 if I passed and as we get closer to the time when I would need to ramp up studying, I'm not enthused.  Also, Adam seems anxious to buy a house in South Jersey - Adam, who doesn't do any pre-work (like looking at Grad schools) until he knows what the plan is, is snooping around for housing options.... sounds to me like he really wants to buy a house this spring.

It's sad, but the only perk to me passing that I can see right now is it means we would live in the city another year.....  January 23rd can't come soon enough.  I WANT TO KNOW MY RESULTS!!!!